Gunned Down

First, I was gunned down by my parents
then i was gunned down by my fear of death,
after that I was gunned down by my laziness,
Love came, and freed me for awile...
Then the lover left...
and I was gunned down by her words...
Now i am gunned down by my emotions ... .

To You...

To you...

You were my first and only best friend, my inspiration, my mentor, my guardian angel, my heart... You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen...

Now,
As I walk through this path alone,
I will always remember the memories,
I will always cherish them,
I will always Miss You...

Short Story 2

She stood there, silently. The silent night was occasionally broken by sounds of nature... a wolf howled in the distance... the rumbling of leaves of trees when an occasional breeze swept by, the forest sounded alive, eerie, but in a way... peaceful. However, she wasn’t paying attention to the sounds. The cool midnight breeze did very little to cool down the anger in her heart, an anger not for anyone in the world, but for herself. The guilt was killing her, guilt for have made a very big mistake. She looked down. The full moon did little to reveal an image of a cliff right beneath her, hundreds of feet, and forest at the bottom. From above, the forest appeared as large canopies, occasionally a pine would poke through revealing a stalagmite view. She knew all those trees would to do almost nothing to save her if she fell, which was exactly the point of why she was standing only at the precipice of the edge. Her only regret was that she was going to bring someone with her.

When I say

When I say I'm Sleepy, i'm actually lazy
When I say I'm hungry, I'm starving
When I say I'm Lazy, I'm really lazy
When I say i'm an idiot, I just made a mistake
When I say my _____ hilang la!!! i Just must have forgotten where i kept it
When I say i sang in the night, i was actually half crying
When I say i'm not afraid of flying insects, I was lying
When I say that movie superb la, I like it cause the quality, not because its utterly 'gempak'
when I say nothing, I'm thinking
when I say I miss you, I really do
When I say I need to study, i'm really last minute studying already
When I say I bullied i kid, I was actually playing with him
When I say I understand, I actually thought of it from your perspective, not mine
When I say something about someone, I've done a rough analysis bout his/her character
When I say i'm happy, I didnt mean it
When I say i have no money, i'm really pokai ady
When I say dont disturb me, seriously, dont disturb me
When I say late already, faster come, i'm already damn anxious
When I say something from a scientific or historical view, i actually was telling the truth
When I say i cant tell you, its a secret i wish not to tell
When I say i'm okay, i'm not
when I say i need your help, i really need your help
When I say i'm sick, i'm very sick
When I say I Love You, I Swear To God... I Mean It with All My Heart

Good Night

Theory

One man's meat is another man's poison... one gossip about someone is sensational to others but a death wish for the person involved or relatively similar... the practical value in a result of an experiment wont always be same as the theoretical value... sometimes the version of truth you believe in isnt the truth at all, its just the way you understand things. A superb Chicken curry can be spoiled by a minuscule bacteria. . . A superb relationship can be destroyed by just one problem. . . But Life Goes On ....

Love ...

Sometimes it seems almost a trend that girls and guys participate in a search for a prefect person ...to be their bf or gf .. or even to be betrothed with. . .

I dont know about everyone else, but that isn't how it works for me ...

I came to love not by finding a perfect person, but i succeeded in seeing that imperfect person perfectly, whether that profound sense of sight came after i fell in love or before i fell in love... i dont know... but i did, and when it happened, from that day onwards, that person would be an angel...in every possible way, and if you hold on to that sight, you'd be able to handle her at her worst... and at her very best..

The thing is, weirdly, that profound sight became permanent to my eyes, till now... and i have no idea whether thats a good thing or not...

signing out,
Dhijee

UMP

i am a new mahasiswa in the University Malaysia Pahang..... if you happen to pass by... drop by to say hi :)