Sometimes it seems almost a trend that girls and guys participate in a search for a prefect person ...to be their bf or gf .. or even to be betrothed with. . .
I dont know about everyone else, but that isn't how it works for me ...
I came to love not by finding a perfect person, but i succeeded in seeing that imperfect person perfectly, whether that profound sense of sight came after i fell in love or before i fell in love... i dont know... but i did, and when it happened, from that day onwards, that person would be an angel...in every possible way, and if you hold on to that sight, you'd be able to handle her at her worst... and at her very best..
The thing is, weirdly, that profound sight became permanent to my eyes, till now... and i have no idea whether thats a good thing or not...
signing out,
Dhijee
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
UMP
i am a new mahasiswa in the University Malaysia Pahang..... if you happen to pass by... drop by to say hi :)
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Irony
When i say that my life so far is filled with so many sad ironies... mark my word because its so damn true..
example number one:
You were so worried that i would leave you... finally you were the one you told me to stay away from you.... :( :( :(
example number one:
You were so worried that i would leave you... finally you were the one you told me to stay away from you.... :( :( :(
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
rindu
She was his best friend. now no more. . . Yet, he missed her alot.
one day, he went to pick up his friend from school, The very same school she was in.
He drove, and he parked the car at a distance, intentionally to avoid the traffic jam when school finishes. He walked up to a spot in front of the school, his eyes scanning a row of cars moving ever slowly to the front of the school, one by one, students climbed in and the cars left. He spotted her uncle's car, in that row, crawling slowly to the front of the school gate. Her uncle never noticed him. he waited at a distance, concealed, unseen, watching the car move right infront of the school gate and then stopped. he inhaled, hoping to get a glimpse of her. and then... she came, walking, he admired her, flashes of their sweet memories appeared, she went into the car,
The total time between she coming out of the school and she going into the car lasted a good 5 seconds ...
the car drove off... dissapearing into the herd of cars ...
and tears started flowing down his cheeks
one day, he went to pick up his friend from school, The very same school she was in.
He drove, and he parked the car at a distance, intentionally to avoid the traffic jam when school finishes. He walked up to a spot in front of the school, his eyes scanning a row of cars moving ever slowly to the front of the school, one by one, students climbed in and the cars left. He spotted her uncle's car, in that row, crawling slowly to the front of the school gate. Her uncle never noticed him. he waited at a distance, concealed, unseen, watching the car move right infront of the school gate and then stopped. he inhaled, hoping to get a glimpse of her. and then... she came, walking, he admired her, flashes of their sweet memories appeared, she went into the car,
The total time between she coming out of the school and she going into the car lasted a good 5 seconds ...
the car drove off... dissapearing into the herd of cars ...
and tears started flowing down his cheeks
Monday, June 21, 2010
ram... ravanan
Okay... this is seriously a weird topic.. but it came out of the blue for me after i watched the movie Raavanan... the movie basically was meant to make viewers think... and yes! ... it got so much thinking out of me!!
for dudes who have no idea what crap i'm talking... please comment back.. and i'll send you the proper explaination for everything ... but theres only thing i want to say...
If you think I’m Ram I am Ram
If you think I’m Ravanan I am Ravanan
If you think I’m both I am both of them
I’m Ram.. I’m Ravanan
if you think i'm a good person, i am a good person for you...
if you think i'm a bad person, i am a bad person for you...
if you thik i have good and bad in me... then yes.... for you thats ryte...
i am good, i am bad,
i am ram .. i am ravanan
thats your opinion
i know you i am ....
tak kisahlah whatever orang pikir pasal you.... if you dont know your own character.... if you dont have a justification for your own actions ...... then you are lost....
just as i was.... not a long time ago
for dudes who have no idea what crap i'm talking... please comment back.. and i'll send you the proper explaination for everything ... but theres only thing i want to say...
If you think I’m Ram I am Ram
If you think I’m Ravanan I am Ravanan
If you think I’m both I am both of them
I’m Ram.. I’m Ravanan
if you think i'm a good person, i am a good person for you...
if you think i'm a bad person, i am a bad person for you...
if you thik i have good and bad in me... then yes.... for you thats ryte...
i am good, i am bad,
i am ram .. i am ravanan
thats your opinion
i know you i am ....
tak kisahlah whatever orang pikir pasal you.... if you dont know your own character.... if you dont have a justification for your own actions ...... then you are lost....
just as i was.... not a long time ago
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Too bored = mula berkarya
Even in the deafening silence of the night, my footsteps were unheard, the
full moon slightly brightened the dark gloomy atmosphere providing me a
view of what is up ahead. Clad in black, i was unseen by the naked eye.
I climbed above the gate. I scurried my way and i sneaked into the house through the door quickly before the german shepard noticed my presence. The door opened easily and i entered, slowly closing it. Thank god i made a spare copy of the master key. As i tip-toed my way into the big house, I felt a silent vibration in my pocket. i took my phone out, 1 SMS received. I opened it.
"What are you doing in my house!"
I ignored the message and continued my way in. The house was dark, pitch black. i paused for moment, allowing my pupils to adjust itself to the low light intensity. . I climbed the stairs. I paused at the last stair trying to guess which room belonged to her. I've never been to this part of the house. Then suddenly,a dark figure pulled me. Startled, i just followed the figure into a room. The door slammed shut behind me, breaking all the silence.
"What the hell are you doing here! ", the dark figured said in an angry tone,
I smiled. I recognised the voice, her voice
"i came to see you" i said.
To be continued..... if anyone wants to read of course :P
full moon slightly brightened the dark gloomy atmosphere providing me a
view of what is up ahead. Clad in black, i was unseen by the naked eye.
I climbed above the gate. I scurried my way and i sneaked into the house through the door quickly before the german shepard noticed my presence. The door opened easily and i entered, slowly closing it. Thank god i made a spare copy of the master key. As i tip-toed my way into the big house, I felt a silent vibration in my pocket. i took my phone out, 1 SMS received. I opened it.
"What are you doing in my house!"
I ignored the message and continued my way in. The house was dark, pitch black. i paused for moment, allowing my pupils to adjust itself to the low light intensity. . I climbed the stairs. I paused at the last stair trying to guess which room belonged to her. I've never been to this part of the house. Then suddenly,a dark figure pulled me. Startled, i just followed the figure into a room. The door slammed shut behind me, breaking all the silence.
"What the hell are you doing here! ", the dark figured said in an angry tone,
I smiled. I recognised the voice, her voice
"i came to see you" i said.
To be continued..... if anyone wants to read of course :P
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